Love and how it can change someone's life.

The definition of love is actually depends on what we want it to be. Love is universal and the way we love each thing is different. Yeah, to love means to sacrifice because nothing good will come easy.

Love can give us so many changes in our life. Either in a good or bad way, it is actually based on ourselves because nobody or nothing can actually change us partially except our own self.

The love towards the Lord, it is the most important thing in life. And it is the main thing that could change our life, the one that control everything. And I have this one thought. If I cant love Him to the fullest, if I dont stop doing the things He hate, then how can I love anyone else and how can I make them happy? And there she goes, still lagha and keep doing useless activities. But, everytime I remind myself about Him, that is what keep me going. I wanna be a better me. And His love is what keep me stand still after going through all the bad days because I know, He knows what is the best for me.

Then what about mum and dad? How can their love can change our life? Love between me and my parents is kind of unique I think. Not like other kids, I'm not the one who will refer to them when im in trouble. They basically do not know what I am going through because I think telling them how I actually feel is just gonna make them worried. And I hate to be the burden to them and yeah, I made enough trouble so why not I just keep my problems to myself and not sharing anything? I thought I am strong enough to stand by myself but their love is beyond everything. I can see their struggle and hardship. I learnt that for the one we love, there is nothing could stop us doing anything just to make sure that they are happy. And they are the reason why I said that to love is to sacrifice.

I can say that I am the one who easily trust people. I did think that those guys who once showed interest in me actually care. I am holding on the word " give your best and you'll get the best. " I tried to be loyal, no matter how shitty they treated me. I convinced myself by telling that it was just a minor test. People won't always be nice. Then I met this one guy. Yes we did argue sometimes, a lot more than I did with the other guys to be honest but there is something different about him. He never make me doubt my feeling towards him. Don't ask me how and why but I just knew it. Hopefully this feeling will last :). His presence makes me feel something different about my life. I started to feel good like almost all days. I feel like I've got my mana and now ready to go for a fight.

Well, there could be more things I can tell about this topic but these would be enough for now, I think. Bye.