All I want to do now is lay on my bed
Read my favourite books or watch some movies
And sink
Sink in the world I made by myself
Because reality hits me so hard
And it hurts
I am too tired to face the real world
I need a sweet escape
Or a short getaway
Umi.. Abah..
I am sorry for the mess I have made
I am sorry for not being able to stand alone
I am sorry I lost my track
I am sorry I drift too far
I am sorry I am too weak
I am sorry I am fragile

So Im gonna stop rambling about things on social networks. I uninstalled wechat and twitter because I think those are the reason why I became more melancholic and made my sadness become so addictive. I need to stop telling the world about how I feel. I am gonna stop writing online.