Heyyy it has been so long! 

Well, I actually did write a lot but I just keep it to myself since I don't really feel comfortable to share anything with others. Reading SeaMeow's blog just makes me miss blogging. Hm, everything went well I guess except for the battle between me and my own thought. Aku paranoid yang teramat. Dan pernah sampai satu tahap tu aku rasa semua orang benci aku. For all what I've said, for all what I've done.  And that is why I'd rather spend my time alone, away from others. 

I did deleted my old blog because it makes me hate myself. Yeah it was stupid thou so lets leave it behind. If you keep on reading my blog, I don't think you will know which one is the real me. I sometimes could be supportive with all the good vibes, and I might be the one with full of anger and hatred.

Oh ya, jangan tanya kenapa aku kadang-kadang berbahasa gaya pendekar lama, kadang-kadang gaya si penjajah negara. I do think some words are better to be expressed in languages other than Malay. Kenapa? Sebab aku rasa geli nak luahkan perasaan dalam bahasa ibunda. Ikut kau nak kata apa aku tak kisah. This is how I am.

Ahh, I can't think of anything right now. Till we meet again, good bye!