How could I feel this tired? I can feel aches all over my body. They told me its because I sleep too much. Did I? Is it my mistake tho okay now tell me whats your suggestions. Tell me whats the best cure of a massive headache other than sleep until the pain is gone. Tell me. Tell me. Okay nevermind I know you have zero idea about whats going on because the only thing you do is study. Whops sorry okay I will stop complaining.

Haaaaa I'm sorry but I can't stop posting things online this is just too hard. I somehow really need someone to talk to, about something that I cant talk to anyone around me and by doing this, I consider as I am talking to myself.  It is sometimes good although I cant deny that I still need another person to listen. Its okay though. I cant make people stay by my side forever cause I know how boring I am. I dont know how to entertain people and I kill the conversation almost all the times.

Well lately I am going through really hard time with all the works coming in non stop, and all the problems I need to think of, I made a decision to keep a distance between me and any other person around. I just need a rest. But to be honest, I always waiting for you (you know who you are) to ask about what is going on bla bla bla cause you know, I love to share stories and when I say I need some space and dont wanna talk to anyone, youre my only exception. Eh no and umi too. Its sad that you both seems so busy and I rarely can talk to you. :( So this is my solution, I can just talk to myself muahaha.

I am improving myself and still waiting for the right time to come although waiting is so hardddddd sobs but want you to know that my feelings towards you never change. Okay? Nyahaha awak dah makan?

Geeeee I miss the joke.

Wait, did I just skip. My. Dinner?

Haaaaaaaa lapiaq okay bye assalamualaikum.