I am now all alone. I have no idea where everyone go and I dont care. Jyeah finally I can have my time alone so now what should I do? Continue watching those movies? Or grab some books to read? I dont know.

To be honest I dont always dream. Uhm I mean the dreaming dream.. That dream you have when you fall asleep. I rarely have that because usually when I fall asleep I will turn out being a log. But I dreamt of you last night. Yep, again. And that makes me miss you even more. Theres nothing I can do about it instead of write it up here.

Since I am all alone right now I will be the only one who is able to control my emotions, my thoughts. Yeay I am neither happy nor sad. I refuse to have any emotion right now and I'm loving it.

Its 31st August today which means its Malaysia Independance Day! Thanks God I dont have to join any performance this year because yeah, I hate crowd. I would rather curled up in my blanket and read books, watch some movies and bla bla bla.

Its funny when people are so excited about this day like seriously? Come on guys its just a date. A date that blinds people like you to think that jyeah! Kita merdeka! Malaysia dah bebas!

Do you think thats awesome when the way you celebrate today by spending your midnight watching fireworks, having fun with you mates. Trust me you look like monkeys when you get too excited. Whoops sorry Im nobody to judge.

Why dont you think on how to make our country a better country. Lets not to think about how to built gigantic building first. Lets not to think about how to  design cool vehicle first.. Lets think about.. Something.. Basic.. Your manner..