Abah wants my phone so im gonna post the notes I wrote here.

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Here they come the feeling of sadness, frustrated, and I'm not being able to do anything. I can't think of anything good. I can't focus on my studies. I feel longing. Longing for something I don't even know. I feel sad for nothing. I over think. 

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Happy birthday to me!! Well, there is actually nothing special with a birthday. Things that I could think about are there will more upcoming problems, tests and survival. Life contains so many unexpected journey. Things you think would happen not always actually happens. Just like when you found someone you think will be you life partner then eventually left. Just like suddenly a stranger could be your closest friend. The unexpected journey of life is what changes you. Food once you claimed you hate become your favourite. Person you promised you will never be like one become your idol. Things keep changing as the time flies. And when you are at that one stage, you will realize. At that time there's  a lot of thing you feel regret of, but of course there will always be something that you will be proud of. So, while you live, please avoid the negative vibes, live to the fullest and enjoy every second of it. Oh yes, don't forget to thank The Lord for lending you such a beautiful life. ;>

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You know what, I always come out with the idea of never judge anyone, no matter what. I do not know what a person is going through so there's no reason for me to keep judging people. Be positive and don't be mad over something ridiculous. 

But,

There's another part of me who keeps telling that people nowadays are so wrong. They're so pathetic. And I keep wondering how could certain people could be so dumb and make stupid mistakes. I keep judging. Again and again.

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