Hey its already 2.29 am and here I am keep wondering how my life could be in 10 more years. Yes I know how stupid it is to dream more and work less but there is nothing I could do because my laziness is beyond everything. I am too lazy to move, too lazy to talk and too lazy to think. I'd prefer to talk to myself rather than anyone else. 

So like usual, the never ending toture to a Geomatic student, I still have another test tomorrow. Yes everyone now starts to enjoy their 1 week of holiday and here we are still working hard for the course. I also have another 4 assignments to be done and my computer is working at its worse tell me how can I finish this in 2 days.

One of the reason why I love to run away from people is because I don't want to hurt anyone. Yes, I get mad easily and my words are not always good. The time you see me socializing is when I was in good mood and if not I actually tried my best not to spread my anger. So people please, stop bothering me.

Its so stressful nowadays and that makes me could feel the pain almost everyday. And I always hope that one day I could wake up in the morning with no blood stains on my bedsheet, or cloth.. "Pening sikit je tu tahan je lah..". Bullshit. That was bullshit and I always feels like punching people on the face everytime they say that and no thanks I also don't need any concern from anyone so stay away from me and keep your mouth shut.