After playing the drum for over 5 years I suddenly realize that it is actually not really… My thing. I still enjoy following the beats but to perform, to be the centre of attention, to stand in front of the crowd, I cannot do that.

“What? So what is going to happen during the competition?”

I don’t know. It is going to be the last one so I promise to myself and others too, I will try my best to overcome that feeling.

I am fine. Well, if not, I will, eventually.