Have you ever woke up in the morning feeling so sad because you had nightmare when youre asleep?

I don't know what happened in my dream but I still know the exact feeling I felt. And the worst part is theres nothing I can do about it because it's only a dream.

And that sucks.

Well my thoughts are changing like how I tend to pick different heroes everytime I play dota. Sometimes when the positive vibes hovering around me I don't even feel sad  when I had my heart crushed. But sometimes I feel like wanna spend my whole night clutching my pillows  crying just because it's too hard to fall asleep.

Life wont always be good isn't it. I guess I'm okay with that.

No more twitter, Facebook and even instagram now. Well, I decided to just uninstall them all I when to try to okay I think it shouldnt be mentioned why. But wooo thats kinda hard to an introvert like me hahaha so I think I will write here more since obviously nobody is going to listen to me haha okay that sounds pathetic.

Next time I think I'm gonna write about helplessness. This is not a promise but I will try.

Bon nuite