I don't mind if I can't have a good rest on weekends. I don't mind even if Im not being able to "qada" my sleep on weekends. Because I choose to live this way. I choose to be in the drumline. I choose to play musics. But why, why did you keep complaining about it when I didn't?

I never abandoned my work. I just do it last minute but still, I finish it on time. Why people like you guys, who have way more free time than me couldn't do it?

" Hurry up, I need to compile all these things. I have no time left." " what? You think you're the only one who have tons of work to do?!" " well okay then but what makes you so busy?" " qada tidur." HAHA are you fucking kidding me man? Want me to stick my middle finger on your face?

Grouping work will always be my worst experience in university. Everyone is just so sick. And nobody will hear you if you don't have good grades. Happened to me. I did told them about some important things but everyone was just ignoring me. Then someone in dean list told the exact thing everyone will be like "oh yes thats the answer oh this kid is so intelligent." Shit just got real. I hate the fact that I live in a stupid society.